.::sunset way::.

it's been a loooong time since i updated here. after all, i had my other blog anyway.

since then have been obsessed with BLdrama, have downloaded and watched every single yaoi anime online, and have almost became a true hentai-oyaji. >.<

ya. for the rest, just go read my blog hosted at fc2. livejournal drives me crazy, i cant change the layout no matter how hard i try.

this journal is dead..

i dun think i'll come to update anymore, just keep the account to comment on and disturb dashan. XDXDXD

my public blog: http://amethystically.blog34.fc2.com

what is her problem!!! ppl sure change. she wasnt like this when i knew her. i woulds have been so happy for her if she got the same and like some idiot i assumed she would celebrate with me. in the end, she sounded like she was about to conk me over on the head.

i give up. i'm not caring anymore.

x x x x x x x x. i think i'm in love already. the anime vcd cover already gave me hints that i would like it already.^^

i'm kinda sad tt all the yaoi is implied only. yeas yeas, all the bishounens seem to be touching, carrying, hugging, holding, or crying over each other, but they never did anything else. awwwwww. but the bishounens are gorgeous. very.
specifically the ukes. XDXDXD

at tt fuma x kamui scene at episode 12 (was it? anyways, i wont describe it. this is a public blog, for goodness sake.) i was pumping my fist up and down in the air and screaming:"fuma-sama! ii tension da!" but then he withdrawed before really doing anything and i was so disappointed i could cry.
list of bishies in X/1999 worth checking out:
-shirou kamui
the main protagonist... also a 100% uke guy. XDXDXD
-monou fuuma
some sadist that used to be mr. nice guy. is kamui's childhood friend. maybe.
-nataku
some hentai guy without a soul.
-yuuto kigai
a more sinister cho hakkai. (you know, the perpetually smiling youth in gensoumaden saiyuki?)
-subaru sumeragi
this gorgeous uke.
-seishirou sakurazuka
this seme. maybe lest hentai then he looks. XDXDXD
-kuduki kakkyo
dreamgazer for chi no ryuu. at first sight, he looks like a useless and paralysed guy tt cant move, and they drew him with long flowing hair, which made him look even weaker. but nv mind. an uke's always the uke, and he's still the bishie. XDXDXD

the fanfics are all SxS. why cant those aspiring writers get some inspiration for FxK as well?
jaa.. mata ne!

went on gundam seed watching sprees yesterday and today. this is bad. i would fantasize about them during my free time.
but hey, tt show IS angsty. i shall count how many times kira fell on his knees crying or sobbed away alone in his room. or even worse, bawled into a girl's shoulder or lap.( for goodness sake! are you a guy?). but nv mind. he's still a bishie.
athrun is getting more gorgeous, i think.XDXDXD
and i wish they didnt keep showing flashbacks of nichol's death. like when the sword sliced through him and his helmet cracked up at the last part, i was like: 'OMFG' and i think my heart stopped beating. literally. i'm hopeless, i know, but i cant help it.XDXDXD

i'm down to the last disc now.

sorry, not blogging regularly these days. overload of anime, i guess. ^^

yoz ppl!! akutagawa-senpai says this blog is getting dead...aw...
i'm posting now, arent i?

today did CIP at woodlands library with florence and naiying. i think i'm going crazy... we carted books to and fro, rushed here and there carry books with goodness what labels and getting dizzy as a result of overload of information. so many st nix ppl were there, and they did CIP until 6.30pm, like whadda hell. they must be superwomen. XDXDXD

finished watching gundam seed 1st box. i think i'm falling into the same never ending pit of fangurling again XDXDXD. althou the anime is rather depressing... all the sorrows of war... but it proves much better than the other gundam series. i think this just changed my mind about mecha animes. like, ATHRUN ZALA IS SO COOL!! KIRA IS SO DARN CUTE!!! NICHOL IS EVEN DARN CUTER!!! these are probably all the bishies there are. unless you count in isaac (izaku) but tat guy is currently with a long scar right smack across his face, so ya, well. still pretty sad tt i havent saw any good yaoi yet. yet.
you wont believe where tt box 1 ended. right in the middle of the izaku x kira fight, when izaku, out of pique, fired at the passenger escape pod and killing everybody in it, and kira was just getting uber mad. ya. and then end of episode, leaving me going like:"what the hell?" i refuse to buy the second box, better save money for next yr lo. haha.
today saw the gundam seed artbook. this sux. everything around me is encouraging me to splurge on stuff like these. but athrun and kira looked so good on the cover, uh, its just a matter of time. sad right? XDXDXD

sorry. my blog is getting dead because, uh, there's nothing interesting to post. unless you wanna hear me scream and fangurl about yaoi and anime, a language tt only akutagawa-senpai, keigo-sama and yuushi-kun understands. face it man. my life is uninteresting.

attention. yaoi smut links below this post XDXDXD
yesterday was jap lesson again. came back so freggin late that i leapt on the bed the moment i arrived home, forgetting to bring 1. my table tennis shoes, 2. vol.24 that yuushi-kun wanted to read. i'm so dumb. ahaha.
that egoistic arse in class was even worse during lesson yesterday. so darn irritating. but seriously, i'm not that apalled. i mean, i've seen ppl like that everywhere. so nv mind. nv mind. eh. class was kinda boring again. its not the lesson or matusmoto sensei, problem lies with me. i dun like the formal stuff. besides, i was extra sleepy and a little sick. i had a stomachache again, which by all means made matters worse.
i'm so dumb. i havent memorised the katakana chart. most probably because i'm too used to the hiragana chart already. plus i keep forgetting the stuff i have to memorise ... i dun believe this.. they have two sets of numbers? nani? i'm only in elementary1 and already struggling. oh i just forgot. this is the same brain which failed history and c-lit anyways. *bitter laugh*.
i really hope that egoistic arse in the class messes up the class tests. i'm being unreasonable and mean, but something's gotta take a stab at that swollen ego or else he'll turn unbearable- XDXDXD.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2101806/1/
yuuri x wolfram fluff

http://www.solardreamer.com/
under "kyou kara maou", "kaitou marina", and then "taking advantages". aaargh. lemon lemon lemon. but light lemon, the way i like ityuuri x wolfram

under the same site above...
under "kyou kara maou", "kiya-sama", "first time".yuuri x wolfram smut. i've been reading too much smut lately.*smirks*

yesssss. yesssss. yesssss. eoys are over. at least, the main subjects are over. (no one studies for d and t and c-lit. including me.)

finally. now i can sit back and com the whole day + fantasize abt anime without feeling excessively guilty.

chinese paper today was kind of okay... but i aint to sure of my answers like i'm supposed to be. so i wont say anything yet. art was cool! XDXDXD i mean, i was really satisfied with my work. i expected to draw like shit when i had already practiced the day before, but it turned about quite okay. buuutttt... tis the parrot who is marking my art papers. that arseholey parrot. she turned our art lessons into some kind of discipline practice. now i have to kan her lian se next yr for 2 subjects: art and home econs. wow. 0.O. i already cannot stand breathing the same air as her.

why the hell is tennisu no oujisama episode 152 subbed taking sooo long to come out? i wanna watch sengoku x big+mean guy match. judging by the way jirou talks about it, i dun think i can wait it out any longer. unless i download raws. XDXDXD

10 days to my first jap lesson.

i watched tennisu no ohjisama eps. 149 - 151!!! now i know why its sana x ato. atobem for once, doesnt act like some slut ( acting like a slut seems to be in hyotei's genes ) and he looks so vulnerable! XDXDXD like he would collapse into sanada's arms or something. XDXDXD. eiji is so darn cute in eps. 150 - 151. cant stand him. oshitari ( val XDXDXD ) is so darn cool in those eps too. cant stand both of them.
XDXDXD i finally sound like some hyperventilaring fangurl. XDXDXD

damnation of an e-lit paper today. history paper yesterday was surprisingly okay . i wrote a few pages of crap for e-lit today. but hey, isnt e-lit all abt writing crap? yeaman. i just threw in big words to impress the teacher on the way. this is called the ultimate dumb person's technique. if you're not smart, act smart. har har.

tml is MT paper and art. mugged like hell for MT. must get A1. there's just too many people i would disappoint if i dun do well in MT :1st, my dear tuition teacher; 2nd, me myself.
who gives a damn about art? the parrot who teaches art only looks at people with talent wad. for people with no talent, e.g. me, i can just close one eye and simply scribble and i would get the same marks as if i sweated over the paper and tried my best. so why work so hard?
truth is, i'm quite sick of studying already. science and history drove me insane and now MT tml will land me in some decrepit hospital. which reminds me, i'm supposed to be studying now. wow.

11 days to my first jap lesson.

am officially Akito Souma. truth is, i feel pretty extra in the class. i feel like some wierd girl just barging into the group and expecting them to accept me. feel so bad.
AND. why am i another psycho character? first was Gakuto, some funny slut hanging on to Oshitari and going 'motto tonde ruzo'. now its some funny psycho hanging on to gure, hatori, akaya, yuki, and a lost list of guys. :/:/:/:/ auugh. it's like i'm fated to do psycho roles. like as if the next yami no matsuei blogcrew i'll be muraki kazutaka or something. but nv mind. nv mind. (learnt this from florence) i like psycho characters, and i'm a psycho myself.(just as yushi and val said.)
yess.one more thing.[YUSHI IS LEFT HANDED. YUSHI IS LEFT HANDED. YUSHI IS LEFT HANDED.] Happy now, yushi? threatened me until dunno lyk wad in the drama studio. i shouldnt be akito. you should. XDXDXDXD. am kidddiiingggggg. dun look me up in school. i'll feign ignorance. XDXDXDXDXDXD
sorry abt the lack of *hot* fanfic links. haven come across any for a long time. means that the no. of good fanfics are dwindling.